Entry #14: Life sucks and is painful
August 14 2022. It feels like things in general have been out of control. This whole week has been more or less terrible. I dont see myself being able to stick with anything I try. Life is just really hard, and sometimes it's frustratingly confusing.
I want to get more work for more money, but as it stands, it's very hard for me to cope with this week, even with only a day of work. I want to use this coming week, where I dont work at all, to rest a bit and try to... gain my bearings again. Buy with how today has been going, freaking Saturday and Sunday suppose to be days to relax, so how the fuck am I suppose to believe I'll be able to relax next week?
----------
It's the 15th now, early morning. I want to put down that I have a friend who means alot to me. I feel like we're pretty similar deep down. Read More »